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hurm xtw la every single day yg aq lalui smue ader kowg tpi slme almost 3 years hdup ngn kowg smue aq x leh nk ngam ngn kowg,,aq x cm kowg sntiase diam ble owg bkte2 tue aq yg dlu yg ble aq diam owg dok buli,,, (okey skg aq dh pndi suare kn ape yg aq x puas aty xder smpn dlm aty cm dlu )... tue yg mmpu aq ckp hakiktnye aq ttp smpn stiap ape yg kowg buat kt aq ,,insyaallah aq ingt smpi ble2 as pngjrn tok aq..dlm dunia kowg nie la aq bljr mcm2 rgm mnusia,,,aq bljr tok mngis dlm diam,mjrit dlm diam,trse yg giler2 smpi aq rse down giler but my parent always beside aq nt only my parent bt all my fmily...**** time ko bciter smue owg wjib dgr tpi ble org citer ko wt x indh jew kn smpi smue org pn nek bsn,,,ape ko nk smue owg kne ikt tpi ko kne ingt stiap yg kteowg stju tue kdg2 dlm aty x stju,,kteowg bkn cm parent ko ble ko nk A bg A...fmily ko jnis bduet bkn cm aq yg bgntg pg nsib tpi ader ko phm,,xder kn,, aq pn ader kkrgn tp aq ikt jgk cbe kalo aq x ikt msg2 wt mke,,,kowg msg2 ader lsen why u all's xnk gne,,,xgne lau ader lsen juz nk mnnjuk2,,kdg2 duet aq hbis bb kowg...ble ko skit smue org tpalit tp ko x nmpk,,,,tp ble owg len skit ko ttp mte cm xder pape blku pdhl kwn ko dh spruh nyawa,,,pkk kn tlinga butakn mte jew kn,,**** aq hrmt ko as my roomate aq tw ko cmner tp lau ckp pk dlu b4 nk ckp,,,kdg2 skit aty gak la,,,n trse gak la ko 24 hours dlm blek smpi aq nk tkr bju pn ssh,,,ape tah agy nk smbhyg tpkse smbhyg kt ruang tamu,,,nk ddk 24 hours bleh tpi pk2 la ea,,,aq mls nk ckp tp ble tiap kli nk smbhyg aq ssh,,**** diant kowg smue ko jew kalo aq mrh trus hilg prgai ko always giler2 tpi kte xleh ngam cuz x spndpt always gduh psl asgmnt la pape agy la,,,prgai ko yg giler2 kdg2 wt aq giler jgk,,,



*kowg dlm stiap kbrukn kowg yg aq luahkn ader bnyk kbaikkn n stiap kbaikkn tue biarla aq smpn dlm ruangn aty aq,,skrg2 nye ader la scbis kngn yg indah tok aq spnjg aq kt PTSB n duk umah sewa ngn kowg dri sem 2 smpi la nie,,,aq kwn ngn kowg dri first klas agy smpi ble slgy ukhwah kte msh kuat slgy msg2 msih bhbg,,,dlm snyum n tawa aq yg aq share ngn korg ader aq yg aq smpn sndri nt all bnde kte leh share kn,,,n tok last sem nie bnyk memory kte bsmer,,,